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[odielag]

I'm sorry for using youtube

because I don't know what's happening

and I don't want to be a problem

and I don't want backlash to my family, or the person uploading, or the content, or the admirers

but I really have to learn how to get out of the way )()()()( if I was smarter and wiser I ...|| would take this moment, admire it, and continue from there.

[odielag]

Honestly youtube. I don't want to act with things that are too vulnerable or that make me too vulnerable.

---somehow i reached a high wire act---
I just feel that i can't keep it up a